He Is Not Withholding

I didn’t choose my over-analytical mind, but I’ve learned to cope with the way my brain processes. I push the thoughts away that say, “It’ll never happen for us” or “you’re just going to have to be okay with the fact that it’s going to take years before you conceive and in turn y'all are going to be old parents”. I know these thoughts are over-dramatic. I’m aware that we’re only 27 and 30 years old (or “Young” as people say). I’m also aware that we haven’t even been trying to conceive long enough to justify these fears, but it doesn’t change the fact that the thoughts have crossed my mind. I try to stop them in their tracks, but sometimes it also helps to just acknowledge, in writing, that the fears have been there.